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A childhood friend

I always thought if I had to choose between Tara and or any of my friends now I would still choose Tara. After all I have known her since I was one year old. She was me and my sister’s first friend in the world. She was practically family and family comes before anything else, right? Well nowadays I see things in an entirely new light.

Just a month or more ago my sister moved in with Tara, her boyfriend Robert and Brandon. Brandon is my sister’s boyfriend by the way. Well everything was terrible for a while. My parents didn’t like the idea of my sister living with them. They felt like she was throwing everything way. As in College, her friends, and more. Well our folks eventually got over everything, but of course things take a turn for the worse again.

My sister Amber went to Robert’s dad’s house with Tara, Robert, and Brandon. Ryan was there which is one of their friends. He had recently gotten blood on my sister’s seatbelt in her car because he accidently cut himself and he was apologizing to my sister for it. Well in response my sister said “Oh its okay my Dad got it out for me”. Well Robert’s sister Aimie just so happened to over hear and she started asking my sister all sorts of questions about her college and her car note. Personal things like that and my sister explained to her how things got paid for as Aimie wanted to hear. Then all of a sudden Tara says “She is a spoiled bitch”. Then Aimie and Tara started to gang up on my sister for it. So Amber and Brandon just left before things got worse.

Amber texted Tara after awhile to see if things were okay with them. Tara denied any problems and told Amber if she hadn’t had called her spoiled Aimie would have just kept digging into my sister until she admitted she was spoiled. In my opinion that’s not a very nice way of “helping” your friend out. It doesn’t even make sense. Well Tara wrote something on facebook being immature and Brandon’s ex girlfriend commented on it “Did the person your talking about like your status:)?” First off “your” was grammatically incorrect. That is besides the point though. Amber took it upon herself and went ahead and said “Yes I did” So Amanda…that’s her name. Well she started a huge uneccessary arguement with Amber. Then I got involved and now things are just out of control. Amanda is on coke and she is fucking insane. She is threatening us, but if she lays a hand on me she is going straight to jail. HA. Tara has yet to defend us. She has only known Amanda for 1 year. She has known us for 14 years. Isn’t that sad?

It’s pure envy. If Tara would have stayed home and hadn’t she dropped out of highschool her parents would have given her everything. My sister and I aren’t very spoiled. We get what we need and SOMETIMES get the things we want. I do chores for my money. My sister had to work all through highschool to get things she wanted. She had to wait until she was 18 to even get a license. AND she paid for 2,000 out of 6,000 for her car. Tara on the other hand doesn’t know the first thing about working for things. She lives in an apartment for free and does nothing but sit around the house all day. She is the LAST person to talk.

For someone I defended my whole life for has let me down. We aren’t little anymore and things have changed. She’s never around. Therefore I have learned I would choose anyone of my friends now over her. You don’t just do this to people you were raised with. I have never done her wrong, niether had Amber.

I am done with putting up with self absorbed and ignorant people like her. I have had too many of those kind of people in my life. And guess what they aren’t my friends anymore. What does that tell you? I am just done. I know who I need to surround myself with and it’s not people like them.





A lot has changed and I have never really cared up until now.

My life is going acceptionally well. I have an amazing boyfriend and

amazing friends. I can’t help feeling there is just something missing.

There’s just a few people I am missing. Obviously they aren’t very

good people for just walking out on me, but they were great

while I knew them. They were people who made my life of a

variety and more the merrier. It just sinks in the more I

think about it. asdfghjkl;